My year in a few minutes :)

I decided to do this little video for all of you and also for myself. The song is Hollywood Hills by Sunrise Avenue, I just had to change the lyrics a little bit.
Enjoy!



No, this is not the time or the place for broken hearted
Cause this is the end of the rainbow
Where no one can be too said
No, I don't wanna leave but I must keep moving ahead
Cause my life belongs to the other side Although my life doesn’t belong to the other side
Behind the great ocean's see‘s waves.

Bye, bye Hollywood Hills Finnish plateaus I'm gonna
miss you wherever I go I'm gonna
come back to walk these streets again
Bye, bye Hollywood Hills Finnish plateaus forever .

Thank you for the morning walks on the sweet sunset
And for the hot night moments
For the fantasy in my bed
I take a part of you with me now and you won't get it back
And a part of me will stay here, you can keep it forever, dear
Wooaoo...

Bye, bye Hollywood Hills Finnish plateaus I'm gonna
miss you wherever I go I'm gonna
come back to walk this streets again
Remember that we had fun together.

Bye, bye lonely girils boys I'm gonna
Love you wherever I go I'm gonna
Come back so we can play together
Bye, bye Hollywood Hills Finnish plateaus forever.

Long distance love doesn't work
All the miles in between getting lonely
No, I don't wanna go
I don't wanna go.
Bye, bye Hollywood Hills Finnish plateaus I'm gonna
miss you wherever I go I'm gonna
come back to walk these streets again
Bye, bye

Bye, bye Hollywood Hills Finnish plateaus I'm gonna
miss you wherever I go I'm gonna
come back to walk these streets again
Remember that we had fun together.

Bye, bye lonely girls boys I'm gonna
Love you wherever I go I'm gonna
Come back so we can play together Bye, bye Hollywood Hills Finnish plateaus forever.


Hollywood Hills Finnish plateaus forever, yeah, Hollywood Hills Finnish plateaus forever

MÄ AINA RAKASTAN SUOMEA!!KIITOS!!!

Oh, these goodbyes are killing me... :(

Finally - summer is here, yay! Holidays! Sun! Nice weather!

Well, thats what I would usually say and think. Usually I would count down the days to get out of school. Usually I would be happy to have 3 months of holidays instead of 2. Usually I would see all my classmates after 2 months. Usually...
The problem is, that an exchange year is totally unusual thing! Therefore I prayed for the school to never end. Therefore I'm unhappy that summer holidays is already here. Therefore I'm sad - because i won't see my last-year classmates after 2 months. Most of them I may never see again...
Yea, that's just it. My echange student story is about to end. So soon. Too soon.

There is one thing I really hate about echange year - it gives you the opportunity to meet amazing people, best friends and maybe even love... just to steal it all in such a short time, with almost no chance to meet some of those people ever again. Well, steal... I would use another word which would fit more, but I don't know if there is some - it's like being robbed in a very rough way; like if they took you something, which has just made you the happiest person ever. It tears your heart to small pieces, some of which can never be found again. Maybe it sounds a little bit exaggerated, but I can tell you I have never been suffering emotionally as much as now.
Exchange year unroots you, then put into a new surrounding and, just when you manage to take a root and start to grow again, it unroots you again to put you back to the place you came from, to that same hole where your old roots used to be although now you have the new so nicely shaped ones. Isn't that cruel???!!!!!
So, dear exchange year: I HATE YOU - for making me taste the feeling of total happiness and uniqueness, strongest relationships and sweetest love... But, on the other hand, I will always LOVE you for showing me this.

It's sometimes hard, painful. It's bittersweet experience. But be sure that the taste that reminds is simply the best one you have ever tasted.

Thanks to everybody who was with me this year, to my family and host family for giving me the opportunity to  be an exchange student. Because that's the best and the most chastening experience you can have.

Thank you! =)